15: Fit the facts to alternate conclusions ..........Reminds me of most of their Mags
19: Ignore facts, demand impossible proofs .........Same as above!

So angry with myself for 15 years of being dumb

Young boy: Do not try and bend the spoon.
That's impossible.
Instead, only try to realise the truth.

Neo: What truth?

Young boy: There is no spoon.

The Matrix