Yes it sounds really like a lonely life being a addict, even if your friends are addicts they would just be there to do the drugs so it isn't a life anyone can have and maintain any level of clarity.
I have wicked ADD so I think I would be a real wreck If I was a addict.
Although it is hard for me to understand, at least I can try to understand and what I picture is so sad.
I think the more I hear about it the more helpful it is to understand naturally.
I am sorry I can't understand in the same way, I almost feel bad for it now.
But I am just not a drug or booze gal. Although I do smoke cigarettes once in a while. I do enjoy a cig sometimes. Then again sometimes I can't stand the smell. I'm weird.image
I started smoking cigs when I was 16 and I am 29 now. I always just smoked once in a while although there are times when I have smoked a pack in a day, because I just enjoyed it.
I do drink Coffee everyday. Someone once told me loads of people that are in AA and NA smoke cigs like crazy and drink coffee like crazy, is that true? HUGSimage

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