midnight radio1 wrote:
this may sound odd, but....they kind of creep me out.


That exactly how I would describe my feelings. Creeped out. There are very few that I would recognize out on the street, but more that might recognize me. Its uncomfortable when they do but fortunately it's rarely happened. The few times its happened I felt extremely uncomfortable. Here comes Brother 'Never bothered to learn his name in the first place' to Lord over me with his self rightous ways and beliefs. But I felt exactly the same when I was going to meetings. They creeped me out then and they still creep me out now.

When I see them walking down the street or drive by a kingdom hall, its like looking at a part of my past. It all seems really distant. I was more of the observer, even when I was "in". I was always the fly on the wall,but never a player in the scene. Its kind of like watching a rerun of an earlier part of my life. I am still the observer, just from a greater distance.

Nobody will ever let you know, when you ask the reasons why
They just tell you that you're on your own. Fill your head all full of lies.
- Black Sabbath


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