Its taken a while for me to get to the "I don't care" point when I see a Witness. For a long time it really hurt when I saw my friends and they deliberately snubbed me. Especially when my mum (a witness in their congregation) was battling cancer, they would still literally turn their back on me as I passed, despite knowing the worry our family was going through. My anger at them would turn to absolute rage and I must admit to wanting to rain down blows on their nasty heads. It got so bad that it even took my sister (never a witness) to literally restrain me from thumping the living shit out of one of them one morning!

Now I'm at the point where I realise just what pathetic people they are. I have no energy to feel as angry as I did but I still can't feel any kindness or pity for them, perhaps that'll come in time. So when I see them now, I truly feel what they are worth. Nothing. I not only act as if they don't exist, but I feel nothing inside of me either. I just don't care who they are, what they do and what they think. They've proved to me the kind of peope they are, utterly worthless.