I never realised how deeply the blood thing was ingrained into my brain. I was living with my fiance, unmarried, happily having sex and then when we stayed over at a friends house and they had black pudding for breakfast I was horrified, didn't say anything thought okay, I can deal with this, just said I didn't want any. But I would not kiss hubby, he wondered what was wrong and I said I wouldn't kiss him until he'd brushed his teeth, including his tongue becasue I didn't want to have any of it anywhere near me! He thought I should have said something before but really and truly I never realised how strongly I would react.

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