OK everyone that cares and I know that is mostly everyone here if not all. I have been through a lot lately, as you can imagine.
I am working very hard on finding myself again. I am not quit ready to reveal what I am doing but I will share this with you in the near future. I am taking a huge step and it feels a bit surreal. I would like to add that the reason I am able to do what I am doing at the moment is all the support I have been getting through you guys. Being able to reveal my pain and what I have suffered has enabled me to see it as real. Now I am taking one more big step and hopefully get lots of healing done. I am not sure how you will all take this new side of me when I do reveal it and I am a bit scared to do it. But I know from my experience on this forum that it will be very healing to do so.
Like I would of never thought in my life that anyone coming from the JW would be able to help me or even that I would be able to become anywhere as close as I have with you all.
My thoughts are that because it was a JW that hurt me only another of that world could save me. this is why I feel I am meant to be here. I thank you all for being there for me even through my little fits and all my good and bad attitude, you have accepted all parts of me as I am. I will be back soon thank all.
