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jehovahcankissmyass	Whats been going down	Lead	[-]
Platinum Level Member Posts: 307 (04/10/09 17:59:04) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi Dolls, OK I dunno if I am looking for advice.. But I have some thoughts that are screaming to come out and instead of my Blog I am putting it ..here. I miss you guys but none of that sentimental stuff now ..down to wtf. (That icon is alittle creepy as well. That's a hug? It looks like they are groping each other. hahaha SO your all groped..eww) I am such a confusing person and my head always races so please try not to hate me for haft thoughts and unfinished ideas. I never finish things. It's the ADD . The Prozac is good company but not enough it seems. No matter what I can't be myself. If I am myself..it seems I am hated and I mean hated for being nice.. umm yeah I am serious it is happening alot to me. I had someone tell me that a person without religion must be of questionable charactor. Normally I am not bothered by things like that. But I think I am at my braking point with Religious people. For some of them no matter how nice you are or good your not good enough because you don't do the god hump. It never made me sad before but now I am sad alittle because how the fuck can people say things like that without knowing a person? It is useless and my mind is racing to fast to put it all into type but I know I have prided myself on jokingly being sarcasticly bitchy but in real life being very nice and since I know I am a good person and I pride myself on the fact I don't hit people..am wondering if maybe I sould start hitting people. I am serious. What if that is the only way for someone to get it? I don't mean I am metiforically going Marval Comics Punisher I just mean ignoring assholes all my life and belieiving it is better to forgive people and let it go..maybe being that way was the wrong way. Maybe people need to be yelled at and smacked. I dunno if I have it in me to be horrible like that. I wish I was more apathedic of a person. If one more person from online or in real life does this to me..I have a gun and a shovel and I am sure no one would miss you. I guess that I what I needed to say. Love you all. http://sunshineamanda.com What I know will blow your mind or I will blow myself up accidentally..either way I'm awesome.
Dravis		#1	[-]
Platinum Level Member Posts: 48 (04/10/09 18:45:39) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Wow, that's freaky because my cousin had something along the same lines as "I have a gun and a shovel and I am sure no one would miss you" on her msn a few weeks ago lol... You're not my cousin are you??? :P Sometimes I feel like punching the godfreaks myself, but unfortunately it would only reinforce their persecution complex and make them regard you as a fanatic... Though it WOULD have the added benefit of making them leave you alone... Sometimes it's better to let them be pompous assholes, and just vent the feelings that build up inside. It leads to fewer lawsuits, but the encounters with assholes can be unbearable... Either way, a little groping is alright, and anytime you need to grope us and/or vent at us, well that's alright
jehovahcankissmyass		#2	[-]
Platinum Level Member Posts: 308 (04/11/09 07:13:46) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	haha.. Thanks. I stole that expression from the movie Clueless your Cousin probably did to.lol. Non Groping hug http://sunshineamanda.com What I know will blow your mind or I will blow myself up accidentally..either way I'm awesome.
Ronnie45		#3	[-]
Posts: 14536 (04/11/09 07:45:11) Administrator Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hey Amanda--- No matter what I can't be myself. I know where you're coming from. You can be yourself though and have to be in order to be at peace. That was one problem as a jw at least with me----I never felt like I was being true to myself. If I am myself..it seems I am hated and I mean hated for being nice.. umm yeah I am serious it is happening alot to me. I wouldn't give much thoughts to trying to keep everybody happy since it's impossible to do. If you are being yourself, you will find you're liking who you are better and will be able to deal with other people. Since everybody is the same anyhow and equal, I wouldn't let other people's ideas, thoughts, or opinions affect too much. You can consider their thoughts if you want, but what you believe should be all that matters in the end for yourself. I had someone tell me that a person without religion must be of questionable charactor There's millions who would say that a person without religion must be of questionable character. There are also millions who would say that a person with religion must be of questionable character. There are no doubt other millions somewhere in between these 2 positions also. In the end, everyone has a right and duty to follow what they believe is correct. I respect where everyone is with this issue and try not to infringe on the rights of others. But, it is a definite personal choice and is subject to change (as we all were with leaving the jw's). It could change again too. Others should respect your thoughts and I would try to respect others. If they aren't doing that, then maybe avoiding those people is the best way or at least not discussing the topic.
solitaire		#4	[-]
Posts: 3706 (04/11/09 08:42:16) Co Administrator Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	((Amanda)) I think the only thing that is important is.............you matter to the people who matter to you xxxx Sam "Learn from yesterday - live for today - hope for tomorrow"
newtotheworld		#5	[-]
MVP (Most Valuable Poster) Posts: 457 (04/11/09 09:14:11) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Amanda (((non groping hug))) (though i must say that icon looked like thy were having a little more than a cuddle to me! perhaps we should inform the necessary authorities eh lol) Having been on prozac amongst other things i can tell where your coming from. but the only person you can be is yourself, and like solitaire said THAT is the person we all like and who the people who love you like too, and that is all that matters. anybody who tells you otherwise isnt worth a shit! We think your ace I don't care who you are sunshine, you're not walking on the water while I'm swimming!
jehovahcankissmyass		#6	[-]
Platinum Level Member Posts: 309 (04/12/09 07:23:24) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	You are all my Sunshine! http://sunshineamanda.com What I know will blow your mind or I will blow myself up accidentally..either way I'm awesome.

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