I have been out for over 12 years now and I still can't seem to get past the anger I have. I feel like I was duped and lied to for 25 yrs of my life. I have so much anger for everything I missed out on as a young adult and I can't even come close to considering another religion without all of my old anger bubbling up again. I find myself becoming antagonistic whenever the topic of religion comes up and have a basic contempt for any organized religion. I hope that chatting with other XJW's will help me find some peace. How do you trust again? How do you come to terms with wasting so many years of your life?
