So i went out with some new freinds on saturday night, these two girls Julie and Crystal, i hadnt met Crystal before but she's Julies' best mate so i
thought she'd be ok. so we were going to meet at 8 at a pub in town so i got there and i wasn't going to drink that night coz i had to drive home, so i
got there and they were already completly wasted off their faces, theyd been there since 6 and hadnt even told me to come too. i was really annoyed, coz is it
just me or is that out of order? to invite somebody out and then go way before them and get pissed so that when they arrive theyre sober and going to be sober
all night!
what made it worse was that it would of been the first girly night out i've had for about 2 years since all the troiuble with my ex freinds who i was mates with as a jw. it was also the first night i have been out without jack (my bf) in a while too and i was looking forward to just being with girls instead of pint drinking guys! i only stayed an hour coz i was so fed up, they jst sat there telling me i was boring for not drinking, even though normally i would of been as slashed as them if i hadnt of been driving. am so annoyed at them!
and to make it worse Crystal then tells me she's 3 months pregnant, whilst drinkng a pint and stnding outside having a fag! that really pissed me off coz i know i wont be able to have kids because of a condition ive got, and to see somebody being so fucking careless with their unborn child made me so mad because all i want is a baby but i know it wont happen probably.
sorry this is getting rambly and off subject now!
god i was so mad and disspaointed though, i was really looking forward to it.
what made it worse was that it would of been the first girly night out i've had for about 2 years since all the troiuble with my ex freinds who i was mates with as a jw. it was also the first night i have been out without jack (my bf) in a while too and i was looking forward to just being with girls instead of pint drinking guys! i only stayed an hour coz i was so fed up, they jst sat there telling me i was boring for not drinking, even though normally i would of been as slashed as them if i hadnt of been driving. am so annoyed at them!
and to make it worse Crystal then tells me she's 3 months pregnant, whilst drinkng a pint and stnding outside having a fag! that really pissed me off coz i know i wont be able to have kids because of a condition ive got, and to see somebody being so fucking careless with their unborn child made me so mad because all i want is a baby but i know it wont happen probably.
sorry this is getting rambly and off subject now!
god i was so mad and disspaointed though, i was really looking forward to it.
