I'm 28 years old I was born a JW so to speak and female so my life has really been a mess from day one.
the typical spew no joy in my childhood being told everyday of my life about Armageddon and dying. Because of the sexist teachings of Jehovah's Witnesses I
was always questioning what my worth was as a women, being that women are thought of as the weaker vassal in the JW sect. I was abused as a child and due to
the Jehovah witness teachings I was warned not to go to the police because of the fear of bringing down reproach on Jehovah name; please!!!!!!!!!!
now that I'm older and I have awaken from the matrix I realize that is horse crap. Also I was never allowed to attend grade school or high school so now as and adult I have no education which equals no money, living on food stamps and part time jobs. I was told by my parents thats it doesn't matter if you have education or not because their would be plenty of time for that in the new system; well it's 2009 and I'm 28 and live in a homeless shelter half of the year. Many times I have contemplated suicide because of how bad my life is. I was never allowed to have any friends either, so I have no one to turn to. and I'm not that pretty so I don't have a boy friend either. I fear I can't save myself in the long run, but maybe someone else will read this and turn away from that sickening sect that destroyed my life.
For many years I was brainwashed because I was not allowed contact with anyone not even other Jehovahs Witnesses because my parents were tyrannically sick about the JW religion, the believed that even other Jehovahs Witnesses could pose as bad association, so all my youth was spoiled. I have a hard time talking to people because I never developed people skills. I live like a hermet usually. and I find people see something strange about me, I guess because I never was really around people something is wrong with me or different. I did not even learn to read until 20 yrs old. I feel like a child just beginning life and I have no one to show me how to really live life, I'm lost and alone and I hope someone has answers, because I don't know what to do anymore.
Thats what the Jehovah's Witnesses do to you the take away your life then spit you out when they have no use for you. I'm telling all people that come in contact with the JW Sect be warned and stay away from that religion, or they will ruin you are you childrens life. Take it from me I spent half of this year living out of a car and the better half of my life illiterate.
now that I'm older and I have awaken from the matrix I realize that is horse crap. Also I was never allowed to attend grade school or high school so now as and adult I have no education which equals no money, living on food stamps and part time jobs. I was told by my parents thats it doesn't matter if you have education or not because their would be plenty of time for that in the new system; well it's 2009 and I'm 28 and live in a homeless shelter half of the year. Many times I have contemplated suicide because of how bad my life is. I was never allowed to have any friends either, so I have no one to turn to. and I'm not that pretty so I don't have a boy friend either. I fear I can't save myself in the long run, but maybe someone else will read this and turn away from that sickening sect that destroyed my life.
For many years I was brainwashed because I was not allowed contact with anyone not even other Jehovahs Witnesses because my parents were tyrannically sick about the JW religion, the believed that even other Jehovahs Witnesses could pose as bad association, so all my youth was spoiled. I have a hard time talking to people because I never developed people skills. I live like a hermet usually. and I find people see something strange about me, I guess because I never was really around people something is wrong with me or different. I did not even learn to read until 20 yrs old. I feel like a child just beginning life and I have no one to show me how to really live life, I'm lost and alone and I hope someone has answers, because I don't know what to do anymore.
Thats what the Jehovah's Witnesses do to you the take away your life then spit you out when they have no use for you. I'm telling all people that come in contact with the JW Sect be warned and stay away from that religion, or they will ruin you are you childrens life. Take it from me I spent half of this year living out of a car and the better half of my life illiterate.
