Yeah, right, not gonna happen! I kinda had a harsh talk with my Dad. I shouldn't have but I just did. He said I wish you'd start studying and come back to the meetings. I told him That isn't gonna happen and you know why. He then said Just because of that one thing (meaning the UN joining) and I said That not the only thing. Well I then told him that I didn't want to get into it cause I didn't want him to think he had to gather information to get me DF'd. He said I don't want anyone DF'd. Sure...right... Well he then went off on a tangent with the big "A" etc. 1914...blah...blah...blah.
I just don't know how much more I can take. I am so upset. It's kinda like I threw caution to the wind. I love him but I just get so angry at his unreasonableness. Then I realize this is what he was taught as a child to believe for over 80 years. Aaraugh!!! will this stuff never end.
I could cry. I guess I've gone the whole gambit of emotions about now. I just can't get through to him.
I wish I was on a desert island sometimes. But then not really.
Seems like I can't share anything in my life but what he turns it to the "troof". He seems to like to take the joy from my life. The Big "A" is coming and all will be destroyed not pleasing him.
Guess I am rambling. Just had to put it in writing. 

