What i'm finding is that when something proves a challenge for me to do, i start to feel trapped, like i don't have room to move and i need space. I've been getting quite stressed and i've been getting feelings of being a child and being pinned down and i can't get away. I've found myself being angry and stressful. I'm calming a little now and i'm going to make a cuppa. I have a mind to ask my sister about my memories and feelings but i thought i'd throw this one open on the forum and ask if this is common for anyone else who has had feelings like this from childhood? I thought it might help me be more open and find communication easier for myself by opening up a bit too.
O.K. time to put the kettle on.
Edit: Had a cuppa and got back to my Hi-Fi feeling quite a bit calmer and happier for posting here and asking. I have to add that when the feelings of being pinned down were there my memories were of being pinned down by my dad - that was the feelings i got when i felt stressed and angry. I've had these exact feelings for a number of years when similar situations of stress has occured and always i feel the need for immidiate space. If anyone has/does ever feel similar then please share. Afterward i just hurt and i hate the whole sequence of events.