I am just giving my 2 cents for what it's worth and by no means pushing my agenda, but if you are in and trying to just go inactive or thinking you're about to get dissed and are ok with it, why not sit down and write a nice little letter to the Sm-elders in your local cong telling them how you feel and that you wish to disassociate your self now? why wait in limbo? Take it from me, It can be very liberating to take your fate into your hands and start living today! Just a thought.
